09 Juni 2013 | 09:29 PM

Seharian waktu hanya saya habiskan untuk tidur, tidur-tiduran, tidur lagi, makan, nonton drama, tidur lagi, makan lagi...

Entah kenapa di hari Minggu ini rasanya sedikit aneh, terlalu malas untuk melakukan apapun, tapi tetap terasa janggal jika tidak melakukan sesuatu...

Terlebih entah kegalauan apa yang menghampiri, dari pagi sampai postingan ini diketik, rasanya ada saja yang salah, bikin resah, bikin gelisah dan bawaannya pengen sedih aja... :((

Pernah ngga sih kalian merasakan yang sama, galau tanpa alasan yang spesifik, ngga karuan, dan bawaannya pengen sedih aja...

Ini aja sekarang pengen nangis ngetik postingan ini... Huffhhh... udah nangis malah.... aneh rasanya, berasa ada banyak hal yang salah dalam hidup tapi ngga tau apa atau mungkin ngga tau mau mulai dari mana....

tapi yang paling menyedihkan ketika sedih dan galau ngga jelas begini adalah tidak ada teman buat berbagi, bukan karena memang ngga ada teman, tapi lebih 'ada ngga sih yang bener-bener paham?'
sama seperti ketika kita bahagia, hal yang paling membahagiakan adalah di saat ada teman untuk berbagi kebahagiaan itu....

ah sudahlah... ini mungkin hanya postingan ngga jelas di malam senin...

Selamat Menikmati Ritme Kehidupan, Kawan...

Should I ?

Should I break my promise?
Should I pretend that everything is going well?
Should I regret what I should do but I didnt?
Should I ignore what my heart ask to do?
Should I ?

Random Post #1

Huwaa.... finally.... back to the blogging..... 

Udah luaaaamaaaa banget ngga nge-posting...

Dan ngga tau kenapa malam ini tiba-tiba pengen nulis...

Tapi, maaf ya kalau tulisan kali ini bakalan random abis... soalnya gue sendiri masih bingung mau nulis apa...

Hhmm... gue mulai dari kegiatan gue akhir-akhir ini ya...

Ini list beberapa hal yang menurut gue cukup keren udah gue lakuin *halah* :

my random facts #1

yeaaah... long time no see my blog....

It's kinda busy for me this months, a lot of deadline, my new project is starting now and I have to handle it, and some trouble to manage which are one of them is my lazy habit... Oopsss...

Live is unpredictable

Hi, I AM HAPPY AGAIN, yeaaahh...

you never know how the universe give you some surprise in a same time...
yesterday I told you about my happiest day in this month and alhamdulillah today I did it again...
I wake up lately, and I enjoy it...
and at 10 AM when I am still on a way to wake up, you know is just like you already woke up but you still make a lazy movement on a bed with a half open eyes, my father told me that he will go, all my families went to my uncle's home to make a kind of ceremony to remember my 1000's days since my auntie die...

Happy

Friday, 24th Desember...
one day before x-mas day, happy x- mas for anyone who celebrate it...
anyway I'm a moslem... :D

it was my happiest day in this few weeks, after all the hard things happen, after all the problem starting to annoyed, after all the exam on process to be done... Yeah... it was really really my happiest day in this month...

sometimes we need to lie

I am a liar...

not once, but in many times, many conditions, many ways...

ya... I am a big liar, who doesn't? We all a liar, you, your family, your love, your besties, your enemy, all people in the world is a liar...

sometimes we lie to protect our self, or to hide something, or maybe to protect someone we love, or something we like... we are lying in difference reason, and even we know that's wrong, but we have no choice.... no no no... we have no choice... ya, we always have a choice, we can choose to be honest, no matter the result, but sometimes we too scared to admit it, we scare we'll get anger, we scare we'll loose what we like or love, ya... we, people-human being, are too scare, either the effect to ourself or to somebody else or something else... that's why we lie..

and today, I did it..

I am lying...

I am a big liar...

project #1

yesterday when I got a trap in a big trouble damn sucks traffic jam, actually it's not a traffic jam, it was a result of some stupid who called their self as a college student but their behavior worse than a uneducated person... they said they was celebrate anti-corruption day, but OMG, what they did just make a huge trouble, a very very huge trouble...

make a jam for almost 10 hours, throw a lot of stones, and many things more that were so stupid...

there are some pics that will show you how terrible yesterday...